I only have a moment before I have to run to make it to the last class of the day on time. I just felt like I had to get some things out. One of my co-workers just had her husband diagnosed with cancer and the outlook is not good. It really makes me sad and anxious. It brings up all the horrible memories of watching my grandfather waste away. It makes me feel horrible because there is nothing I can do to help this woman and she keeps bursting into tears. I plan on making some food because I have the desire to bake for her. So I am dealing with all those thoughts. And it makes me want to make some big decisions about my life. So I am dealing with all those thoughts right now. It’s throwing me off kilter. And my allergies are bad. Ugh. At least it’s Wednesday and I have band practice so I can get some feelings out there. Gotta run!